Blogging Through Life

I was playing Sims the other day and it was clear to me that life is like Sims. It's a blink of an eye only we don't realize it until it's too late. And as long as it's well lived, it doesn't matter.

I don't know why I care so much about him. I don't know why I care so much about what she said. Yet somehow they say she's a horrible person yet I feel like the monster. She told me horrible stuff. Yet I did nothing to her. 3 weeks later I touch her hair and said its pretty yet she yells at me to leave her alone. How can I leave her alone when she's always with my best friend, and my best friend is always with me.

Confession: I absolutely hate my friend and I can't stand her because she's an annoying lil b****. And I told her that all she said was "you know a lot of people tell me that, but I'm trying to break that habit." Hey I was trying to be honest by telling her how I felt. Anyways yea whenever she's a bitchy and says stuff I get mad and tell her stuff back and she's all " Ohh someone's in their rag." So now what I do is ignore her except my earphones broke so she actually tried talking to me. Lucky me.                ~That Girl

When I was in 7th grade I had my first boyfriend. We were together for two weeks before we actually kissed. When we kissed it surprised us both. But for me it was absolutely amazing. Maybe its because he was my first kiss or that I loved him so much and that it meant so much to be kissed by someone I loved so much. We were together for a month but then summer was coming up and I knew we would never be able to see each other during the summer. So I broke up with him. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I managed to let him go. It was hard especially since I was in love with him, and he was there for me when my uncle was dying. But I had to let him go. 2! Weeks after we broke up, he called he. He said that he wanted me to get back with him. He said he loved me. But yet one month later, he dumped me. It broke my heart. I know that it was his choice but he never told me why he broke up with me. He left me guessing and guessing.      But when school start...

I swear without cable or internet I am going crazy. I was fine without the internet because I was still able to watch TV . But with both of them gone... I can't do nothing! When I come home I check every social network that I have an account to and then by the end of the day I usually watch a good  movie. But now every time I get home I just sit doing noting. Missing all my favorite shows that I've loved since the moment they aired on TV. Now my parents are strict. Which means I'm home everyday unless school,  going out to eat, or dentist appointments. No lie. But when they do take me out. I try to get everything in sight. So I suggest that they pay the bill or take me to the bookstore every 3 Weeks. And when we go I usually get $50 worth. Hey but the choice is theirs.                ~ That Girl  ❦

As I wait in the waiting room I hope that none of this is my fault. I rather it be the poison then some outrageous and contagious than some serious disease that I gave to my family. I'm wondering "Am I going to be okay?, What if my friend get this because of me?, what if it takes long to heal?, what if I need surgery?,.... To be honest i'm terrified to what I don't know.... My mind is thinking "Are you crazy??!! You should've kept quiet!" But deep behind my fear, I hear "Everything is gonna be okay. Just let them check you and we'll get through this together."  But what if I'm alone in this? What if they blame me for everything that has happed?          ~ That Girl Oh and happy hump day ^_^

Have you ever liked a guy then you start hanging out with him and you get close and just when your about to make your move your bff is all like "OMG!! I think he's cute. We would make a cute couple!"  (Ok maybe she didn't say it like that but it was very similar.) But anyway he get's to your head and your just like "Maybe they would make a cute couple……" So you ask if he likes her and the next words just shock and break your heart at the same time.  Those words…………           "Of course I like her. She's so beautiful and funny. I'm gonna get with her and thanks for telling me."               Thats it you lost him. -sigh-    But eventually she broke up with him because she realizes that she doesn't like him.  Like seriously people are so dumb. Do people even date anymore?!! It makes me so mad when people get together before they even know each other. It's one thing to think someone is cute but ano...