Personal Tuesday: My First Love

When I was in 7th grade I had my first boyfriend. We were together for two weeks before we actually kissed. When we kissed it surprised us both. But for me it was absolutely amazing. Maybe its because he was my first kiss or that I loved him so much and that it meant so much to be kissed by someone I loved so much. We were together for a month but then summer was coming up and I knew we would never be able to see each other during the summer. So I broke up with him. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I managed to let him go. It was hard especially since I was in love with him, and he was there for me when my uncle was dying. But I had to let him go.
2! Weeks after we broke up, he called he. He said that he wanted me to get back with him. He said he loved me. But yet one month later, he dumped me. It broke my heart. I know that it was his choice but he never told me why he broke up with me. He left me guessing and guessing.
     But when school started he tried talking to me he told me that he tried calling to apologize. But what I never told him is that I blocked his number and blocked him on facebook. Yet I still wonder what he would've said. Guess it's a little late for that.
I currently go to school with him. I see him everyday. And I still feel that special connection between us. Even though he hurt me, I hope we'll find our way to each other someday.
       He was the only one I wanted. The one who made me complete. He was mine. And hopefully he'll be mine again.
                 ~ That Girl