Blogging Through Life

Hot Cheetos - I practically grew up with a bag in my hand and I've had one ever since. Hot Funyuns - When I first tried these they were super hot. But over time I liked how hot. Now I finish a big bag in like an hour. Cucumber with chamoy and lucas - Mmmmmmm.I’m hispanic so I tend to lean toward the spicy stuff. Chips and Queso - My favorite are from Mama Margie’s or I’ll settle for Taco Cabana.  Chips and Dip - Lightly Salted Lay’s chips and some Ranch dip. Chex Mix (Cheddar) - I like cheese and when I get it, it gives me that road trip feeling. Funyuns - I can eat the whole bag in an hour. Beef Jerky - I like the one they sell in this meat market in Castroville, Tx. Fruits - watermelon,strawberry, grapes…..and them you put in in a cup and trow some lucas on that bitch!!!… sorry. Kinda hungry. Candy -Skittles and M&Ms. I also like some Mexican candy but I can’t remember the name.

I'm not exactly feeling well. So here's a little inspiration for today. ❤

1. I went on the Boomerang . It had been 2 years and I had completely forgotten what happens, but I got on anyway. It went all the way up. I was practically hanging from the seat restraint thing. And for a person with my weight- that’s terrifying. My back wasn’t even touching the chair. Then when we went back down.I first felt fear then it happened. I felt the rush. I couldn’t stop smiling and screaming as we went through all the twists and turns. I felt the adrenaline pumping through my veins. It was such a rush. It reminded me how fun roller coasters were and how my fist one was California Screamin'. It was also the best way to start our day. 2. I went on the Road Runner . Unfortunately we weren’t first on the Road Runner like we were on the Boomerang. But we got there. I had decided to keep my glasses on- which was a mistake. My glasses have a habit of sliding down my nose. So although this ride was fun, I was constantly fixing my glasses. I also didn’t get the same rush I h...

1. It's uncomfortable . When I go shopping I see all these skinny girls (especially at my age) and I sometimes wish I were like them. Especially when I buy clothes because sometimes I want to buy these really cute clothes but I can't wear them because I’m not comfortable wearing it in my size. 2 .I’m ashamed . I know that I can make a difference and I know that I have to power to change that but sometimes I just don’t. Instead I just lay around doing nothing.Believe me when I say its hard changing. I’ve tried multiple times but sometimes I’m not able to. I’ve worked out everyday for 2 weeks and then things just started happening. 3. It’s common in my family . My grandfather has diabetes, my dad has diabetes, maybe even my brother. My family is made up of big people. When my dad and brother come home every weekend, we’re almost always at a buffet or a restaurant. And my father is always forcing me and my mother to eat more. Just a constant “Eat more” or “You’ve barely e...