Unforgiving-Self-Hate

Why is it that when I try to do something, I always ends up screwing up. The title means that I hate myself for doing things that I can't forgive myself. I know I'm not exaggerating because my own sister called me an asshole, then slammed the door in my face. Mandy, If you ever read this I just want to say I'm sorry and I hate myself for everything I did. Also if you noticed the scars on my forehead, I just wanted to say that you didn't cause those. You probably think this post is disturbing but then if you compare yourself to me then you should be grateful that you're one of those lucky people out there who has people who care about you and you can trust to tell them everything. I've never actually caused self harm but I can't take it. A new school comes with new bullies and I can tell the next 4 years are going to be hell.
                                                                 ~ That Girl ;
"She finally let go of her fake smile and tears slowly rolled down her face and she whispered to herself  'I don't want to be me'."

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