Blogging Through Life

We knew this was coming. We expected this to happen. But I was never there. I had the working, only going twice. July 16, 2018 I had just got out of work. I was tired, hungry, and physically exhausted. I had barely hit in the car when I just felt it, something happened. My brother sitting there with his eyes red. Oh no. I just knew. "Do you know?" He asked. I shook my head. I had barely clocked out. "Grandpa passed away." "Oh." We sat in a silence for only a minute. Then he asked "what do you wanna eat?" We went to sonic. Obviously. We sat in the kitchen. Me, him, Tiny(our dog),and Angel (our cat). It was peaceful. We waited for mom and grandma to come home. They were still at the hospital. When I went up to mom later that night, I almost asked "hows grandpa?". It had became a habit. When I was either at home or on break, I had always asked how he was doing. It wasn't until that night. When my head literally hit my pillow....

So yesterday when I got out of an exhausting 8 hour shift, we got in the car. And he blurted it out. "Grandpa is in the hospital again." Again? This hasn't been a great year for my grandpa. He lost his second and last leg this year. He had a stroke. He had to eat hospital food. And lastly, he fell.. I can't imagine being my grandpa. Grandma always yells at grandpa. But my mom says that it's karma. She always said that when they were younger, he would beat her. And now, so fragile and old with no legs, she's getting her revenge.

So before (a week ago to be exact), I only had one bunny. Now I have THREE BUNNIES...... If it started to smell I could easily fix it, but now I'm in unknown territory. Ive cleaned their cage(s) 2 or 3 times this week, and it still somehow smells. My mom walked in the night of the first cleaning and said it smelled like a barn and yesterday, my dad was standing outside the door and said it smelled like a feed store..... I don't know how much longer I'll be able to keep up all these cleanings while trying to get my life together. I don't know why my dad has done this to me. I complain about my bunny so much and now I've got 2 more and a smelly room. I'm a 19 year old girl, why am I living like this????????!!!!!!!

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So yesterday I went to the mall with my friend and we went to this store that I had applied to. It had already been like a week or two and I already figured that I didn't get the job. But when we were there I saw her. The girl who also got interviewed. She was at the cashier. She got the job. Not me . Its one thing when I figured but another thing to see. Right now I have another interview. I'm really excited about this job and hope I get it. But if I don't, its okay.

So I got my first job a couple months ago. It was for a department store and it was a lot of work. I spent the first couple of days in training and it was kinda boring. They would spend the first couple of hours making us watch these videos about the different policies and the last hour or two we would be on the floor. It was a lot more walking than I thought it would be but once you were working on the floor, time just flies by. So once we finished training. I was officially an employee. But then...... I never got called in or called in general. I kept going over the last thing they said "We'll call you when we get your schedule." One week went by. Nothing . Two weeks went by. Nada . Three weeks went by. Zilch . I was about to enter the fourth week when I got a letter. It said if I didn't work any hours in the next 30 days, I would be fired. I was a little confused at first because I was told to wait for my schedule and th...

Its currently 80 fucking degrees...... Do you know what its like to be stuck in a house with no a.c. in this weather because I do........

Now I know it’s already February but I saw post that said "January is a first month free trial and the year doesn't begin until February." and honestly I couldn't agree more. January is like "yeah I'm gonna do this and that but it only last a week or two. I would rather prepare and slowly ease my way and start February either already doing that or about two. Now this is a list of things that I bought throughout 2017 that I have loved and used so much since then. NOTE: I DID NOT PURCHASE EVERY ITEM FROM AMAZON BUT THE LINKS LEAD TO AMAZON FOR YOUR CONVIENCE. 1. LG V20 - I bought this phone a couple of months ago and I've used it so much and it's the best thing I could've bought. When I went to the store I had already had my eye on this phone. A friend of mine actually had this and one day in class he demonstrated how the camera works and everything and i've been obsessed with it since then and that day I went and just decided to get it. My fa...

So I downloaded this app a youtuber talked about and spent 30 (I think) on my first purchase. I've purchased maybe 4 things total, 2 were my first purchase and because the app tempted me I also ended up buying 2 more things a couple weeks later. But lately I haven't spent money instead I've been earning it. Like crazy. I earned like $50 on within 2-3 weeks and even though that doesn't seem like a lot. But since I'm not spending it, its been adding up so yeah.....👍👍👍

I'm so fucking bored......