Blogging Through Life

Everything is just so stressful to me. Why? Because the talent show was on Friday and so was my birthday. The talent show is where we first got together and my birthday is when we had our first kiss. Which means we didn't kiss until weeks went by. For some reason I just can't get over him. Part of me yearns for me to move on, while my heart begs to never give up on what we had. Even though he was my boyfriend, he was also my friend. 

Ugh! Why can't they understand that I'm no longer a child. Even though I'm the youngest of my siblings that doesn't mean I'm a baby! My birthday is next week and last year was my last party and a couple months ago I made a deal that I'm going to start earning my own money and that I shall no longer ask for stuff. It's not fair that they're telling me crap when I'm doing the thing I promised to do. And since Leslie's birthday is next week too. But I'm trying to take this last minute baby sitting gig when my mom tells me no. How dare her! It's my only chance to earn this money. Last month while I was at hobby lobby I saw this sketch set, and since Leslie loves drawing I decided that I would buy it for her.  But I totally forgot how expensive it is, And now I can take this gig and buy it. If I don't have enough total, I'll just buy her the small set. But I don't think she cares about how big it is, cause I know it'll make her...