Depression
I dont understand how my family is so clueless not not tell whats been going on since the 5th grade. They think that a person can be so predictable, but sometimes a single smile can hide all the tears that a person's been holding in since the 5th grade. They tell me everything is gonna be fine, but is still going on. 8th grade, seems like a new school year but its not the same names, rumors, but sometimes not always the same bullies. Looking at every single one noticing the same bullies along with some ex best friends. How can someone who used to be your friend become your bully? Well don't ask me I'm only a victim since 5th grade. I've been holding all my feelings and tears but it ends up backfiring. Its like I'm a jar and all my feelings and tears are the water. A jar can only hold in so much water. The more water you put in a jar the more some comes splashing out. Sometimes suicide is the only option that comes to my mind. Not once. Not twice. But Three times a ...